the First or the Second?
Tahukah kalian rasanya jadi yang KEDUA?
Menyakitkan?
Atau malah menyenangkan?
Merasa menyakiti orang lain?
Atau malah merasa tersakiti?
Baru-baru aja gue ketemuan sama salah seorang ex bf gue. Kita dah ga ketemuan sekitar setaunan lebih dan jujur he’s the Last BF. Dan ketemuan lagi bikin gue inget hubungan kita yg dulu. Yah, seperti judul artikel ini “the First or the Second?” hubungan gue dulu tuh hubungan cinta segitiga (dulu sempet segi empat malah!!)
Buat gue jawaban pertanyaan itu rasanya memang dua2nya. Menyakitkan dan menyenangkan. Gue ngerasa menyakiti juga tersakiti. Seperti buah simalakama aja.
Gue pernah berhubungan (pacaran) dengan orang yang menduakan (malah men-Tiga atau meng-Empat-kan gue kali ya? Udah lupa tuh!) dan gue juga pernah menduakan some of my EXs (Well semua waktu gue belum belajar agama dan mengetahui bahwa pacaran tuh HARAM hehehe, ya iyalah Haram karena pacaran itu enak. Ya
kan ?)
Nah ketika itu gue ngerasain gimana jadi orang yang paling gue benci seumur hidup gue, jadi orang keDUA.
Gue tau kalo gue itu ngeganggu hubungan cinta orang lain, dan gue emang BENCI sama yang namanya selingkuhan karena gue tahu rasanya diduain (plus apa yang dirasain ma nyokap gue kalo tau gue diDuain atau ngeDuain!!)
Sayang… emang bener kata AgMon kalo cinta itu TAK ADA LOGIKAnya, karna jujur ada perasaan excited waktu ngejalanin hubungan itu dan emang cowo yang gue pacarin waktu itu KNOW HOW TO TREAT A LADY (jgn Ge-eR ya say kalo lo baca ini!!) soalnya doi tau aja gimana bikin melting gue (sampe skarang masih loh!!!).
Dan gue juga ngerasain perasaan bersalah terhadap orang yg gue duain…plus ngerasa kalo gue juga nyakitin perasaan perempuan lain yang diduain sama ex gue itu. ( buat tunangannya my ex, FORGIVE ME!!).
Tapi apa yang terjadi sama gue baru2 ini , membuat gue menyadari gue masih cinta dia, perasaan gue ga pernah mati karena gue ga pernah JADIAN lagi after him ( well gue Cuma sempet TTM-an aja seeh) tapi perasaan ini rasanya ga tepat ya, coz dia udah tunangan. Gue tau kalo dia juga masih punya perasaan ke gue, but that won’t stop him from his engagement nor wedding. Gue patah hati banget deh… gue ngerasa kaya si Julia Roberts di My Best Friend’s Wedding. How pathetic I am!!!!
When will I find my soul mate ya? Please tell me by giving
ur comment, critics or even solution on this article yah!!!!
when a guy calls u
when a guy calls u,
He wants to be with you.
when a guy is quiet,
He’s listening to you.
when a guy is not arguing,
He realizes he’s wrong.
when a guy says, "I’m fine" after a few minutes,
He means it.
when a guy stares at you,
He thinks you’re the most beautiful thing in the
world.
when you’re laying your head on a guy’s chest,
He has the world.
when a guy calls you everyday,
He is in <3
when a (good) guy say he <3 you,
He means it.
When a guy says he can’t live without you,
He’s with you till your done.
When a guy says, "I miss you"
He misses you more than you could have ever
missed him or anything else.
GIRL FACTS:
when a girl is quiet,
Millions of things are running through her mind.
when a girl is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.
when a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around.
when a girl answers, "I’m fine" after a few
seconds,
She is not at all fine.
when a girl stares at you,
She is wondering why you are so wonderful.
when a girl lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
when a girl calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.
when a girl wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.
when a girl says, "I’ll <3 you forever"
She means it.
when a girl says that she can’t live without you,
She has made up her mind that u are her
future.
when a girl says, "I miss you"
No one in this world can miss you more than that.
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